Grief may seem personal but, if you look at the process from above the tree line, there are many people that are still grieving for Mali passing from this world.
Her immediate family; Her Father, myself, her brothers Christopher and Tim, her sister Mandy, Grandparents, Aunts, Uncles, her friends… She had so many friends.
One thing she mentioned to me before she died was how she felt so alone. I did not understand this. She was always texting her friends and was always chatting on the phone or FaceTimeing them.
Depression is a bonafided disorder of the brain. From our experience, it can kill. If anyone reading this is experiencing suicidal thoughts, please reach out. There are people who love you. The world is definitely a better place with you in it. I mean that from the bottom of my heart.
I really don’t have a lot to say today. I am quietly mourning my daughter today. Going to the mausoleum and will try to stay busy.
I miss you and love you so much my sweet ducky doodlebug. You are my everything and I feel so lost without you.